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addiction.

a-d-d-i-c-t-i-o-n.

she scribbles the word into her
left hand, ties it to a heartstring
and flyflyflies it like a kite.
her eyes are a powdery-blue tear
stained mess. she can`t take more
steps. quiet words crawl up to her
and enter her skin through her toes,
she is a mess.

her routine is simple. broken,
fixed, broken, fixed. lose more
pieces of yourself. break again.
be fixed by pretty words that
promise you no more hurting
and you`re okay, and i love you
and am not going to lose you.

"stop."

she can`t. she is pushpushed and
keeps up her running. the words
dry her mouth, and her fingertips
are tired and
she feels worn down, but she feels
like she is not doing enough.

"stop."

powder blue runs through her. through
hair, and oceans that run underneath
paper skin, and eyes, of course. powder
blue leaks out of her and turns red,
and clear, and rainbow, and sunshine.
she falls into routine, again. cry, stop,
cry, stop, cry. she hates routine. she
hates everytimes. she is tired of agains,
and of misunderstandings.
she can`t get enough of her brokenbroken
drug. she is tired of it.

"addiction." she whispers to a particular
nobody. "i`m not addicted to anything, except
for you. why do you keep doing this? my eyes
are running out of blue. my underskin pipes are
running out of blue. all you want is my
blueblueblue.
i am not a colour. i am not your plaything.
now come here and hold me."
sort of (very) based on [link] . sort of (very) based on things.

[unedited.]
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